this is one thing i keep tellin myself from the past, say 2-3 yrs....
Why, cos I'm the laziest person whom anyone will ever meet.... Just take the case of this blog, its been almost 2 months since i blogged....
OK jokes apart, I'm a really lazy guy, lazy in a sense that I don't have a definite goal or anything like that... I just love to enjoy day by day as it comes.... I kno this is not the way to treat life... I know I've to be serious at some point in life, the earlier the better or else I'm screwed for life....
I really don't know what happened to me, I just don't have that fire in me anymore... I still remember myself as a active, never-say-die attitude guy in my college... But, I guess I've lost it, but I also know that I've to bring it back to life if I have to survive....
A typical day in my life is like this : I wake up late, Go to HMT 15 mins late.... Work there with a sleepy mind, FUCK me. Come back, see some movies, chat, talk on the phone for like hours, blah blah, eat something, sleep.... Thats it.
Guess I'm totally screwed up, eh?
I don't know.....
I know this : if i'm like this, I'm gonna be screwed up...
So I've decided to change.... " ( it will be a long time when this decision
later
- nish
